city blocks populate like ant colonies personal installments of logic + functional dung shells, reminiscent of vanity mirror cubes. eyes sore from courting radiation -- legs atrophied from lack of use. foreigners mistaking the Statue of Liberty for performance art -- thoughts of futility, cycles, determinism, chaos. "NOT A T R U STREET" and by the time this wandering orbit swings me back to sympathy and empathy and humanity, i'll have exhausted this grapefruit store of iron -- i'll be weak. still stumbling for a nostalgic future, mind in secret shapes -- sleepwalking. sitting on stacks of books, opening cans of concrete, it's rained so everything should be clearer.
visions of death pass before me: hawk woman-boy followed by Death's shadow followed by gaping walrus black man followed by twin ogre abuelitas.
an omen, a station of the cross, golden tableau: a homeless man, an Untouchable, a pid-geon with arms stretched to Heaven, dying beside his shopping cart chariot.
Orion hunts under the moon -- everything is alive i see -- illusion of the door closing in the dark a play of shadows on the black mirror in the dusk room my lover's camera -- a hundred crows cawing maccabre in the haunted blue dawn -- puddles trap the echo wings cut the fog, wires sag beneath the black bodies -- bone thin boys in a dim garage -- "hold on, i lost my phone in my hair"
my heart warm expanding spinning beat spills from my left breast like a Navajo sunrise. -- you strange nymph -- because you are so, i don't mind that i may hold you for only a moment. you appear in the shimmering nowhere of my dream, and there you will have or resist me. -- against the white noise of rain i see your eyes fixed on mine like a challenge or a promise or a question... yes, questions many and true -- i find in this deepest cave burning opal.